Doesn't it make you wonder why the one you want to be there forever is usually the one who leaves and the one you want to leave is the one that wants to stay forever?
Obviously, being sick yesterday and having to stay home gave me way toooo much time to think. I am back up on my feet today physically, however, emotionally, my brain is buzzing. I have been seeing someone for 6 months, and I will admit, I am crazy about him and he seems pretty crazy about me. I am just so afraid something will happen to ruin the whole thing. I guess all of the failures in my past have me afraid to trust what is going on right now.
I need to forget the things from the past and live in the now. I second guess myself now all the time. What happened to that carefree girl from years past? I gotta get out of this funk.
What is going on out there with everyone else? Anything good?