Thats What Friends Are For.

Betrayed, that’s the only thing I can think of. For the past 2 months I have been going thru a personal Hell. A friend of mine, who supposedly was a good friend, has decided that I am the worse creature alive. First it started with her saying I had a STD, which Is totally untrue. Then it was that I was two faced and a liar, then it was, I am sorry. Lets try to get past this. Now its on again. I will admit, part of it started out as my fault because I agreed to have lunch with her ex husband to talk. I thought nothing of it, I really didn’t. She had told me she still loved him and he said he still loved her so I was trying to help them out. Then all of the he said she saids started and now somehow, I am the bad person again. At this point, I don’t know who to trust or what to believe. I guess I just needed to get it off my chest. Thanks for letting me vent.

Love the One You're With?

It has been a while since I have been on here. Seems like I am always too busy in the evenings and can’t think clear enough during the day to get on here. Hope everyone is doing well.
OK, so here is my dilemma today. Why is it when you are single, you never seem find anyone you really want to be with, but when you are in a committed relationship, men seem to come out of the wood work. I hate second guessing myself, but I seem to be doing it all the time now. Do I stay with the steady, sweet, really handsome guy who seems perfect? OR do I go with the one with the little bit of danger around him? You would think I would know these answers at this point in my life…I am not a spring chicken anymore. Sometimes I think I am just completely an idiot and will make bad choices the rest of my life.